Things I wish I could say to people, but can’t (pt. XV of XXVI)

This… this one took a while.

• Your life makes me sad that people have to live through mistakes before they develop good judgment.  It bothers me what became of you.  I loved you like a brother and now…  now I can barely stand you.
• I find you attractive in so many ways.  I’m glad you don’t live near here, because then I’d make yet another mistake.
• They refused to let you be a professor, then you became the department head??  What the hell.  You should have told them to go screw themselves.  Learn to be meaner, please.
• Talk about arrested development.  I thought beer bellies were a strictly male thing.
• You destroyed my mother and your own financial solvency.  I don’t know if you’re happy, but I doubt it.  And now… after all of the moral gray areas I’ve lived through…. now I finally forgive you.
• Why did you have children with her?  Or at all?  Do you really want to raise cannon fodder?  Just let your life be a complete failure and leave it at that.  There’s no sense passing along the… joy?
• She’s a wonderful human being.  I’m glad she has someone like you to take care of her.  But I still worry and envy.  You understand.
• On the one hand, I wish we were better friends, but on the other, I am perfectly fine with the way things have turned out.  Sad, though.
• You are my best memory and worst regret.
• Your mother is crazy, and yet I’m sad you took after your father.
• I wish I could tell you that I didn’t sleep with your sister.  More than anything…
• Sorry you got dealt the Royal Sampler in life.  I’ll visit you in prison when you get older, though.
• My brother slept with your sister.  Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.  Wow.

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This… this one took a while. Your life makes me sad that people have to live through mistakes before they develop good judgment.  It bothers me what became of you.  I loved you like a brother and now…  now I can barely stand you. I find you attractive in so many ways.  I’m glad you…